It was Tuesday, and we still pretty much had no idea what we were going to do for thanksgiving. Half of me just kind of wanted to forget that it was fast approaching, and the other half knew that I have an obligation as an american citizen to celebrate peace between the pilgrams and indians. It was that day that we decided that no one else was going to fulfil our duty for us; we would have to take matters into our own hands. We called everyone who has ever come to or called us about the english class and told them that there would be a special class dedicated to thanksgiving and that afterwards there would be a feast. How?...we were still unsure. Thursdaymorning the fun began. My companion and I threw around a football for a little bit in the morning, which constituted for our "turkey bowl" and then we got to cooking. It was one of the most faith building experiences I have ever had; I dont know if I have ever prayed so hard for the food to turn out well. We bought little turkey breasts and wrapped them in tin foil with some vegatables and threw them in the oven, made mashed potatoes, corn, green beans, and apple crisp - all things that I had never even eaten, let alone made, before coming to spain. You may be thinking, "These are all basic things though"...let me remind you all. 2 young men, tiny kitchen, limited utensils, 0 cooking experience, and very high expectations from all those who were expecting to eat an "Authentic American Feast". Well by the end of the night, we had 16 people show up to the class, an all-time benidorm record, 10 of which were not members of the church. We discussed the history of thanksgiving, learned how to say "I am thankful for" and then sat down for our feast. Each person expressed gratitude for something (in english, so they mainly gave thanks for the turkey, for the drink, or for not having to speak english all the time) and we feasted! The food was cold, and looked iffy, but for me it was amazing, mainly because I had taken part in the effort behind it - and no one died which was my main concern. I can definitely say that it was eye opening to see how much effort is required in some of the every-day events that I often took for granted. I am so thankful for my parents who always provided a thanksgiving meal that I never wanted to eat, and for not being to angry with me for not eating it.
That night, I said a prayer of just gratitude for all of the blessings that I feel like I have received, just in the last 2 years of my life and I think in the end I could have kept going for a lot longer. I realized that gratitude is a key to being happy, because as we ask to be blessed with a spirit of gratitude, the spirit will reveal the blessings that we may have missed in the hussle and bussle of everyday life and we will recognize how blessed we truly are which will in turn make us happier!
In just this week, we have felt highly blessed by the Lord. One afternoon, we were walking to the church to do a language assesment, and we passed this guy to whom we said hello with really no response back from him; however, we both felt that we needed to turn around and talk to him. It´s kind of sad because i think through my worldly eyes and with my human judgements I probably wouldnt have talked to him, but I felt so strongly that we turned around and began a conversation. Right then he agreed to acompany us to the church and go on a tour, which turned out so great. I expressed to him at the end how impressed I was by the spirit to talk to him, and he told us that that very morning, he had prayed to find some way to be more involved in something spiritually. He had just gotten here a couple of months ago, and has felt that he hasnt been able to participate in anything religious or spiritual and as we began to talk to him he remembered that prayer and felt like it was an answer. As if that wasn´t enough, it turns out that he is friends with someone we were teaching months ago but lost contact with, and they both came to church this sunday!
The last thing I will comment is about the new video that came out this week, light the world. We began to share it, and as we did I began to see the blessings that have come to my life as I have tried to serve more like the Savior did. I know that I dont even come close to doing anything that he did, yet that video showed me how even the small things help others see His love through us. Dedicating myself to that kind of selfless service has been the biggest blessing in my life; it has led me to meet people who have changed who I am and whom I love dearly, and has helped me come to know my Savior more, whom I also love dearly. With this initiative, there is a calendar that counts down the days until christmas and gives us ideas of service to do every day. As a mission we are going to dedicate ourselves to doing it every day, and despite the fact that the calendar basically counts down to the end of my mission, I am absolutely thrilled to be able to focus my last moments on serving others. I would invite you all to do the same during this month, because I know that it will bring the greatest Christmas joy, the joy that comes from Christ.
I love you all and hope you have a great week! dont forget...ITS THE MOST WONDERFUL TIMEEEE OF THE YEAR!!!!!!
love,