
didn't say anything on December 22 in which case you did...but this
week I celebrated my 1 year of being a missionary here in Spain. I
can't really say that it's "flown by" like everyone said it would,
but I wouldn't have wanted to anyways. It has been a year of life
changing and memorable experiences. I'm actually excited to have my
midlife crisis in like 15 years and to go back and reminisce about all
the memories of the mission. And in other news, my date of going home
got moved forward a week so it's official...ill see you all this year
:) we won't think about that just yet though.
One of the coolest experiences that I had this week was just
yesterday. In these very moments of pondering the first half of my
mission, I had the chance to be present as one of the members here in
Spain prepared to go to Bolivia to serve for the next two years. It
was definitely a dejavu moment as I watched the stake president lay
his hands on the head of this young man and set him apart as a
missionary of Jesus Christ, just as i was a year ago. I wish that I
could have expressed to him exactly what he was about to experience
and how his life was about to change more than he could imagine, but
one can not explain that, it can only be lived.
Such experiences include one that I had this week. We went to one of
our friends from Nigeria and as he opened the door he told us he was
making rice. I told him that I had never had African rice before and
he just invited us in and said "you are so welcome"...I didn't fully
understand what that meant but he soon came out with a giant bowl of
rice with stew on top and two spoons for my companion and I. We
started to chow down and about half way through I came across with a
piece of meat with which I was not familiar. As I studied it, trying
to find out the best plan of attack, our friend decided to inform me
that he had made the stew with a mix of meats: chicken, fish, cow
kidney, cow tongue, and cow heart....he made my situation a lot easier
because now I just had to guess which one I was about to eat. I think
it was the kidney.
On a more spiritual note, my mind has been stuck on the idea of
repentance constantly these past weeks. As missionaries, we are trying
to focus more on teaching repentance instead of focusing on baptism.
We know that both are essential, but when one repents with sincere
heart they are naturally led to the covenant of baptism. As I have
been focusing more on this I have really come to understand better
that it is through repentance that we truly come unto Christ and
become more life Him. I have always throughout of repentance as like
the back up plan for when I do something wrong and need to erase it,
but repentance is really the only plan. The plan was never to be
perfect, the plan was to continually correct our mistakes and it is
this road which leads us to an eventual perfection in the eternities.
With this new mind set, I look forward to being able to recognize my
faults and repent of them so that I can become a better person
everyday.
I wish you all a great week! Thank you for the prayers and support!
Love,
Elder Jenkins